When that day comes

15 May 2020, Paris, France

What's the meaning of being strong, but losing all the time?

What's the meaning of winning over and over again, but not feeling happy at all?

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Twice is too much, yet never enough

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30%... you never know what and how much it means to me. I myself in any case and every case would count for 20% only. Even he would never reach such rate... 25% at max, and noone else had ever surpassed him, until and except you. But now, it means nothing at all. Nothing at all. It no longer matters now. *** Nothing's ultimate, that's how the Balance theory survive 5 - 8 thousand years. I compromise all the time, in deed. But not to please others, or to gain what I want (though partially). It's to maintain the Balance. *** When it's time, I'll just leave, regardless of whether I want, need, have to, or am capable of or not, or choose which of them or not. It's fate. When that day comes, I will just leave.