Sick enough to die

(Facebook, 24 and 25 Mar 2020, Paris, France)

To reassure you: I'm no player! I say what I mean, I do what I say, and I take responsibility for what I do.

I will talk to you when I totally regain my full balance : )

Thinking of you stops me from doing the evil things... somehow that I even don't understand

I don't think that I need you *to be blunt*, but I want to stay by your side and guard your back, that's for sure. Don't ask me why pls, as Idk myself either o_#