I don't wanna be you anymore!

(First posted on my Facebook on 16 February 2020, in Paris, France)

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Not almost this time. I think I had really forgot what I loved, why I loved, and how I loved until that bad day in Berlin, when I lost my deep navy blue ring just before the new year. My first reaction was "Thank gods! It's not my engagement ring!" Then tons of questions + emotions were wandering in my head and within my heart, as I started wondering myself "Do I love such ring that much, or did I just pick it 'coz of my favourite colour?" But without losing it, I wouldn't have realized that it was not even precious, it's just swarovski. And without losing it, I would have never known what sapphire actually was, as I never cared! Since then, all I have been focusing on is to achieve a genuine leaf-shaped sapphire ring ♡

That moment, I felt like being resurrected just like this girl .°☆ [when they said that she changed her coach].

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Suddenly this came, and I find it no warning, but encouraging this time (☆v☆》)