A lust for power

6 May 2020, Paris, France

Since I was born, I've been fighting so hard to acquire power and strength, in order to gain and then reclaim - the freedom and independence that I always yearn for, believing that it is a must and a prerequisite to do what I want to do and to my happiness.

For the very first time, it's not worse, of course, how could it be :)) but it's no happier, in the end, either.

What a lesson and what a price to learn...

He was correct. There's nothing wrong. There's nothing right. I'll never get the answers that I seek.